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bed of awakening

March 09, 2026 — lexm

it's 1:47 and i can't sleep


The longer i stay in bed, the more i wake up. 
This sucks. 
I went to bed drowsy, wanting to sleep. 
As soon as I hit the mattress, I began to feel more alert. 
Soon my mind was racing—and it was in the lead. 
Plan 9. Relationships. Who am I? Who am I? 
I cannot sleep. It is now 1:44 and I cannot sleep. I got in bed before 23:30 and it is now 1:45. 
WHY CAN'T I SLEEP 
gah. 
Perhaps it's simply too warm. 
I'm sick. I'm thirsty. It's too warm. I can't sleep. 
well, I'm going to go try again. 
Goodnight (or rather, good morning) 
sleep.